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Last night we had what the weather report called “Wintry Mix”. It sounds like it should be a seasonal snack, perhaps cranberries, nuts, and chocolate, but it’s actually freezing rain and snow. This morning, the sun was shining, the clouds had disappeared, and the light was dazzling. I feel like anything that happens today is going to be amazing. Which is a great way to feel going into a job interview. I had an appointment to meet a brand new mom who is looking for help. I sat across from her at the coffee shop looking into a young and exhausted face and remembered what it was like to be in that transition. The anxiety, the lack of sleep, the hunger, the bewilderment, the change of pace, the suspension of norms, and the hope and excitement that this may actually be the greatest thing you can do with your life right now…which you too often forget. I was ten years younger than she is when I was going through that transition. I am now seventeen years older than she is. I have no resume, I just have my experience, the wisdom and calm that has settled into the lines on my face and the rhythm of my breath and the desire to share that peace where I can. Maybe this is a person who will find that useful.
Tomorrow I go to the opera and visit my baby in the big city. I get to treat her to a birthday dinner and buy her a drink legally. And maybe next week I’ll get to hold a newborn to my chest. Life is precious. I am grateful to be here.